do you remember ever having a teddy bear
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i want a gas mask.

or a respirator.

i was always drawn to them when playing splatoon.

specifically the full face mask, but i also really enjoyed the painter's mask. the one that was like a plastic half mask and had fliters on the sides.

realistically, wearing a mask like that would be ideal in normal day to day situations.

but i can wear the other one too sometimes. as a treat.

i still sleep with the same one 13 years later
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when i gain enough autonomy in my life to walk around in the city and live, i'll still take my breaths through a filter.

strange, yes.

but weird is good.

weird is good, and there's no shame in being yourself. it's not your life to live.

it's mine.

i am the devil. i sit beneath his throne but you are beneath me.

i'm so happy
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I AM THE DEVIL I SIT BENEATH HIS THRONE BUT YOU ARE BENEATH ME.