i want a gas mask.
or a respirator.
i was always drawn to them when playing splatoon.
specifically the full face mask, but i also really enjoyed the painter's mask. the one that was like a plastic half mask and had fliters on the sides.
realistically, wearing a mask like that would be ideal in normal day to day situations.
but i can wear the other one too sometimes. as a treat.
when i gain enough autonomy in my life to walk around in the city and live, i'll still take my breaths through a filter.
strange, yes.
but weird is good.
weird is good, and there's no shame in being yourself. it's not your life to live.
it's mine.
i am the devil. i sit beneath his throne but you are beneath me.