for those who know me, they may remember i say "i'm tired" almost every time i'm asked how i am. how i'm doing. i say that because it's the easiest way to describe how i feel.

i'm lying.

for a long time i've laid myself in bed to stare up at the ceiling for hours. not becauuse i'm too tired to do anything else, but because i have all this energy that won't go anywhere but my brain.

the brain is the most power-hungry organ in our body.

and it's always working on overdrive in my head.