i think it would be cool
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i want to be turned into a music box doll.

one of the ones in a pretty dress, with an arm raised and a leg behind her. when the box is open i want to pop up and play a song that means a lot to the person that opened me.

i would spin and spin until the springs are uncoiled. slowly, slower, stop.

really funny actually
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i want to be turned into a lot of things.

i want to be someone who people can count on. and then i don't.

i want to be someone that can help others in any way they need. and then i don't.

i want to be a designer in order to do something that i enjoy and still live off of it at least comfortably. and then i don't.

i want to suffer and scream and feel horrible in order to come back down and rest with the ones i love so deeply and so much that it hurts. and then i don't.

i realize that if any of that really were to happen, nothing would change.